I call it self-education - it took years to work with me daily to develop my ability to transform even the bad days into something beautiful. To choose to see the good things in those around me and what defines them. Getting out of bed, though I have moments when the feeling of being wrapped with my head on the pillow is the only thing that warms my soul. To overcome the initial reaction of "f*&$ this, I am going to Wonderland" and try to see what is the solution to solve the crappy things that come my way all the time.